https://app.vagrantup.com/okcupid https://support.advancedcustomfields.com/forums/users/okcupid https://peakd.com/dating/@eharmony/online-game-talking-to-women https://www.vingle.net/posts/4066149 https://seedandspark.com/user/jilie-marx https://www.madinamerica.com/forums/users/okcupid/ https://www.charityauctionstoday.com/auctions/are-girls-intimidated-by-good-looking-guys--27613 http://dayawane.ihep.ac.cn/twiki/bin/view/Sandbox/TheArtofRejecting https://hire.careerbliss.com/company/okcupid/ https://chipper-composer-5931.ck.page/d1185ac533 https://community.convertkit.com/user/okcupid https://www.ourboox.com/i-am/julie-fox/ https://graphcommons.com/okcupid https://pairup.makers.tech/en/joela I’m 37 and I masturbated from ages 16 to 30. I’m convinced excessive masturbation made me dumb, weak, cowardly and unattractive. I never achieved anything at school, work, business, athletics, relationships, or anything else. I’d spend my time playing videogames, reading comics, looking at useless websites, or masturbating to japanese porn. I never had any real friends or a girlfriend. When I was 22, I paid a prostitute for sex because I was still a virgin. I was bullied out of two lame jobs (damaging my already fragile mental heath) and was shamelessly exploited for years after that when I worked as a freelance data entry clerk. I was bullied and terrorized on the streets every day by asshole strangers. People (including my parents and long-time acquaintances) loved to humiliate me in public and I could do nothing about it while onlookers sneered with pleasure and sometimes even added some abuse. Desperate to change my pathetic life, I vowed at age 30 that I would be celibate until I died. It wasn’t that hard to quit, I just had to think about the nightmare life I was trying to escape.